The Return of Her: Julia Katherine

By | January 31, 2021

Hello Readers,  Welcome back, and welcome in- to another era of myself that I am bearing to anyone who stumbles across my website. And if that is you, welcome and thank you.  I would like to say that my website, my writing, my ‘space’ on the internet is one of a comforting nature. My writing… Read More »

A Philosophers Thought

By | November 11, 2018

As a philosopher who studies existentialism, I believe in existence, not essence. I believe in free will, over determinism. However, there are those times that the most life-saving coincidences have occurred in my life. And then, those situations that are not as much live saving, as they are puzzling.   My mind can trail as… Read More »

An Opinionated Love Column By Julia Katherine

By | October 14, 2018

What is love? The intoxicating, deadly and ancient term still holds no set definition. Only a guideline of commonly shared symptoms among those who have been“bitten by the love bug.” That cute phrase has more meaning behind it than given credit for. The “love bug,” is a wise old tale that little girls learn growing… Read More »

Where Is She Coming From?

By | September 20, 2018

Her eyes, Widen at a subject that she wishes she could just forget. Her neck, Her pulse raises, After every text she gets. All we do is lie, All we do is think of the feelings that we hide, All to protect our made up pride. California was never meant for me to call home,… Read More »

The Princess and The Yellow Brick Road

By | June 25, 2018

Don’t think I don’t remember the pain that embedded itself into every one of my membranes. Don’t think that I still have to shut off my head because certain memories sound like a shot gun instead. Don’t think I don’t have those intimate evenings that flash themselves so vividly, it feels like some nights I’m… Read More »

My Eating Disorder Story: Introduction

By | June 17, 2018

Being Anorexic, Is like being sick, For an entire lifetime. Being diagnosed should be considered a mental crime. To feel as though you must measure your; Calories Bites Chews Waste Collarbones Being an Anorexic makes you so, so sick. Physically: You always feel like you failed if you eat anything else besides a few pieces… Read More »

Girl On Fire

By | May 21, 2018

Just one kiss, And you’ll be hooked to her fire. Its an experience that can’t compare, Too any drug you may think gets you higher. She is art, She may be ripped at every edge, But shes a masterpiece. She has no idea the chaos she causes, But it always turns out to be the… Read More »

Chemical Cocktails

By | May 16, 2018

Its interesting that the only interest in early twenty teens is experimenting with brain chemistry. I haven’t seen some of you sober for more than a week. That just makes you look weak. Let me speak, I know what its like to get a whiff of a toxic antidote, Even when you fuck with coke,… Read More »

Just a Little Life Update

By | May 2, 2018

Hey Readers, It’s been a while, hasn’t it? I know there are some of you that are probably thankful for my break. Not blasting my blog posts into your social media feed and what not. But, as I promised, I am back. Lately life has seemed to be going by so fast. There are days… Read More »

Final Generation: Recall

By | April 12, 2018

Is it too much to ask to live in a world where everybody can be themselves freely? The little world that I have created in my head is my sanctuary. A place so pure; pure and kind, any person or creature trans, queer, gay or bisexual, are welcomed to romp burden free of masking their… Read More »

Mother’s Daughter

By | April 2, 2018

I’ve watched my mother kill herself a little more each day. I’m not mad at her, All the time. Mommy, please get up… I hear a fifteen year old me say in hushed tears; Drunk Diabetic, Cancerous, Food addict. Growing up I heard my parents scream and mom would slam the door behind her as… Read More »

How to Heal From Heartbreak In Fourteen Days

By | March 19, 2018

Heartbreak, heartache, whatever you want to call it, it’s an unpleasant life quake. But, it happens to almost all of us. Recently, I had just undergone the grieving period of removing affectionate feelings away from someone who I used to look at and see beauty; now I just see pathetic. In my case, I never… Read More »


By | March 12, 2018

I am thankful. I am thankful to be adopted. I am thankful to be adopted by my parents because I would not have the roof over my head that I have had my entire life. I am thankful to be adopted because I would not have gone to England as an infant, Or see my… Read More »

Menus Ludos

By | March 12, 2018

Oh, memories replaying memories of you and me, We didn’t last a year. We’re just a box of souvenirs, Maybe. You remember screenshotting pictures of my Instagram, Because I looked like such a gentle lamb. You were looking for someone to practice and play with during summer days, And we managed to keep it wet… Read More »

Nightmare Passing

By | March 8, 2018

What I saw is true, That if I couldn’t screw, You would have never manipulated yourself into my bedroom. I had been standing there for two years And I hate that I question why I should have gone with the right thing but got caught in the left hook of your thorn ridden wing. A… Read More »

Timor Luman Metus

By | February 26, 2018

This is a story of how an astronomers son fell in love with the moon goddess. Ever since he was a boy, Ryan Masters had been captivated by the night sky and all it beholds. Ryan’s father said there were a million stars in the universe, but only one moon. When saying this, Ryan’s father… Read More »


By | February 20, 2018

Make love to a couple grams To empty hands Make up for a couple sniffs Curling up, feel so stiff Waking up Saying, Wait Wait a second I’m evaporating in front of my eyes She wants to live today She wants to listen today The snow is melting away now Clarity The snow is turning… Read More »

Trauma Teachings

By | February 7, 2018

TRIGGER WARNING: Contains material of sexual abuse I find my work is enveloped in an essence of darkness. We all know that any journey ends when the break of dawn seeps through every crack, Every crevasse, Light trickles into the iris’s of my eyes- Sweet lass, The best part of being broken, Shattered glass, Is… Read More »

Moonlight Madness

By | February 5, 2018

Sweet dreams are made from sober dazzling inseams, Those seams were once clogged by cocaine fog. Where are your words, little writer? He taunted you; “aren’t you a fighter?”. Has your magic pen run out of ink and power? Or is it that your mind is in limbo, Trying to figure out where to go.… Read More »

Never Meant For California

By | January 28, 2018

You were drawn to me, Pretty and smart, You once, Multiple times, called me, A Work of art. I met you in California, We both know this state is, And never, Was, Home for ya. I told you that my heart was frozen over. But that I could still be your lover. We both sing… Read More »

Breaking The Habit

By | January 22, 2018

When do you honestly like yourself the most?  And when I say, “the most,” I am not just referring to a fun night, that is now a memory on your Instagram. Nor something of substance, or instant gratification of any sort. What is it in life that comes from yourself, that makes you like, or… Read More »


By | January 21, 2018

Today I came out from a haze It was a Sunday.   I know my wildfire persona has been tamed But I have never laid in my bed   In pain   Feeling absolutely mundane.   Being as low and hallow   But still acknowledged and admired.   Like the momentary nostalgia and comfort on… Read More »

A Message of Worldly Awareness

By | January 2, 2018

The world is crying in fear. For there is a “man” In office, Who hates: Women, Gays, Trans, And Queers. How weird, That humanity would vote in an asshole and consent to all this I * N * S * A * N * I * T * Y But really, What the fuck? The… Read More »

Realization: Philosophy of Communication

By | December 21, 2017

Realization: Comes when a person has reached their limit. In anything they have been wishing to change, due to stress or discomfort. A common issue I have seen in the area I live in specifically is that- it’s people that are the root cause of many issues and struggles. I am a prime example as… Read More »

Message to Survivors;

By | December 19, 2017

I’m tired of being censored. I know all my loved ones are so concerned, But haven’t you all learned? I need normalcy- I yearn for it. My trauma drama is getting real old, And I have been told, That I’m getting too old to be scared of; Showers, Certain hours, Monsters dark powers. I turn… Read More »

Philosophy Of Communication: Part one, Chapter one

By | December 15, 2017

Today I drove into the morning sun rise. And was completely taken by surprise. When my soul soaked up the premature rays that were so eager to appear first over the horizon. My soul felt as though she was being regenerated. Today I also realized how comfort and patterns are connected in addiction; both good… Read More »

No Name Street

By | December 15, 2017

Everyone is fighting their own demons, And when they all collaborate and lean in- It makes anyone want to quit. I’ve been full of whit- never only had half of it. That crimson tasting sinful poison lures you into my petals- And Thorns. I tried to warn you I was torn out and worn. Darling… Read More »

The Four Headless Horsemen

By | December 6, 2017

F U C K Y O U; For blocking me from the door; locking my mind making me want to hit the floor. I want time, To write, And recite, No longer live in a god damn fucking fright. You know for me how hard that is, right? Even pen and paper can make fear.… Read More »

Three Keys From a Modern Philosophy King

By | December 4, 2017

Remember who you are: Remember who you are. Not always where you came from. Because little do some know that the strongest souls are formed in broken homes. Find a purpose and push through. There are days where my head feels as dry as the desert. I’m a beautiful writer, this is what brings me… Read More »

Undecided Title Love Poem

By | November 30, 2017

It’s happened, I have fallen. God fucking dammit, I told myself no one deserves me to commit, But then you went and spent all my bad dreams, Turning them into the sweetest flavors of ice cream, And the last time I was in your bed, And I fought off those demons in my head. But… Read More »

Writer’s Curse

By | November 28, 2017

This Writers Curse, Is as heavy as Hearse. This writers shit is always on a quick shift, It’s so god damn dangerous, It lead me to be completely outrageous, Raging all the memories that I was caging in hope that it would change me. No. A writer can erase their mind from all The pain… Read More »

“Though she is tiny, she is fierce”

By | November 22, 2017

The cocaine lines done on the outline of my soul are heavy I’ve been screaming that I’m ready. To take charge, I’ve been living large, Choosing to indulge in the natural highs of life. Because no one tells you that the worst come downs are when lies are uncovered, And I landed in reality. That… Read More »

Remember December?

By | November 21, 2017

Why must I feel as though I am sinking ships either for myself, Or the disappointment of others. I refuse to give up on me, Because I’m doing this for all of the beautiful souls who never got the chance, Little honey bees that were never able to fly, They got stuck getting high. I… Read More »

Little Lion Cub: Rewritten

By | November 7, 2017

Formally, I would like to point out that writing this piece; I kept my peace. Once upon a dark time in my life, I was one some nobody’s ‘cub’. And though I had long loved The Lion King before this toxic time, this movie became a strange and twisted theme to my life. But I… Read More »

Wandress State of Mind

By | November 5, 2017

Though I run till my breaks hurt I have loved till I tasted dirt. And all of the embodiment of a 4’11 squirt. I have no reason to apologize for all of his lies. Those caskets are dry to the bone and buried with his dull knives. People come and go but I still stay… Read More »

Crowded Places

By | October 24, 2017

I know you want to go different places, I know the way I tour around so freely is so romantic to you, No set destination, Just me, tapped into my destiny. Who is this girl? She’s so frantic. She’s so clumsy. She’s so crazy. Hair of January embers, Her red still shines in peeks of… Read More »

Poems continued

By | October 24, 2017

See all this inspiration, love? See all this ambition, love? I flew from you, a broken dove Bleeding dry from lack of love. My darling Lucifer, this if for you. Your fur was made of scales, that reflected each one of your twisted tales. And then when the princess became witness, she came to the… Read More »

Breaking Her News

By | October 24, 2017

I make headlines like bloodlines bloody eyes, bloody lies bloody demise I’m on my reprise; it should be no surprise when I rise to make a point that this joint has been worn out, has been blown out and sneezed away.   So sway to the rhythm of something new, and maybe you’ll get a… Read More »

From an Existentialist

By | October 24, 2017

The Rhetoric or Lying Lying. Being a liar. Telling a false truth. In hopes of gaining either an emotional or material benefit. Manipulation loves laying with liars. But it happens. We are humans with no set ethical way of life except for our interpretations and perceptions. As well as the help of our environments throughout… Read More »

Paper Chasers

By | October 19, 2017

One day, she thought: “you’ll be able to solve the theory.” Can one live a life without slaving away at one piece of paper or stacks of another? Let’s compare. Manager or CEO Barista Or be the one they call in for “the big guns” Ending up in customer service calculating a total; Or that… Read More »

Philosophies and Poetry

By | October 18, 2017

I’ve been accused of overdosing on confidence. Never. That girl used to sniff poison to her veins, Now the chemicals that concoct all her congrats and credentials Are thanks to her newest confidence confection I drive to the empty parking lot of my School S * A * N* C * T * U *A*R*Y… Read More »

Tattoo’d Meanings

By | October 17, 2017

Sinking Seeping Sweeping Where do all of these things come from? She is looking for a sign, to lead her in the right direction Haunted by the successions of her brother Of her dear old, Father. Mother swiftly lifting away But can still admire her little sunray Rinsing Relaxing Rising Regrowth holds immaculate power that… Read More »

Mama’s House

By | October 14, 2017

There was a boy who lived in a house Where the walls had holes that echoed opened wounds That secrets and cement have paved over This home raised a boy Who turned himself into a man But childhood is a parabolic shadow That molds and metamorphoses From boy to man But though he wrote chased… Read More »

Headphones and Hell Nos

By | October 13, 2017

I just want to go home Seems like everywhere I go People have the same languages Green smoke that turns eyes red They all go off to ski in the powder room Making love to Jack and Jamison I swear that door slammed when it closed. No, I don’t want another drink. I just Just… Read More »


By | September 25, 2017

Mothers. They are the matriarch’s of the universe, and the name most kids wail when we are in need of a little extra love. The saying usually goes “she’s your mother, you only get one of them.” In my case, I have two. One who has been watching me on the horizon of every sunset… Read More »

The Dot Theory

By | August 28, 2017

“You never find enjoyment without having some sort of curiosity. The kind that pushes your limits lifts you out of your comfort zone and compromises all” — J. Katherine Curiosity is just another component that sparks humanity’s lust for life. The universe holds a soul similar to a large body of water. Some of the… Read More »