Make love to a couple grams
To empty hands
Make up for a couple sniffs
Curling up, feel so stiff
Waking up
Saying,
Wait
Wait a second
I’m evaporating in front of my eyes
She wants to live today
She wants to listen today
The snow is melting away now
Clarity
The snow is turning into rain
Refreshing
Rain to turns spring,
Clean.
It’s refreshing not to have to
Lean
On a substance,
That made me once so mean.
Clean.
Having to wean myself of cocaine,
Made me realize,
What lane I want to be in life.
Because thinking I was a better writer and stronger fighter,
On it,
Was a lie.
Why did I, you may ask?
I saw using at first for fun,
Then a task.
But now,
I task.
In my dreams.
Instead of finding ways to scheme.
And my dreams,
Are
Beautiful.