Clean

By | February 20, 2018

Make love to a couple grams

To empty hands

Make up for a couple sniffs

Curling up, feel so stiff

Waking up

Saying,

Wait

Wait a second

I’m evaporating in front of my eyes

She wants to live today

She wants to listen today

The snow is melting away now

Clarity

The snow is turning into rain

Refreshing

Rain to turns spring,

Clean.

It’s refreshing not to have to

Lean

On a substance,

That made me once so mean.

Clean.

Having to wean myself of cocaine,

Made me realize,

What lane I want to be in life.

 

Because thinking I was a better writer and stronger fighter,

On it,

Was a lie.

Why did I, you may ask?

I saw using at first for fun,

Then a task.

 

But now,

I task.

In my dreams.

Instead of finding ways to scheme.

And my dreams,

Are

 

Beautiful.